I'm a Bus Driver

I am currently in the process of going from a CDL permit to license so I can continue driving the teens to our events, but without a CDL driver present in the bus.

My CDL face

Going Home is Weird

A little while ago, my home congregation asked me to come home and talk about my current ministry and take the opportunity to express my thanks for growing up in that congregation. I did this last night. It was an incredible experience and a really uplifting evening. But I did not expect for a few things to happen. It has been 7 years since I left my parents' home for college and began attending another church home. When I walked in the church building, it was all very familiar yet strange. The rooms looked smaller. The kids younger than me were now taller and stronger than me. A girl who was my 4-year old buddy was now in the youth group and could not find memories of me. It was very strange to me that everything looked and even smelled the same as I remember, but it all seemed new at the same time.

As I mentioned earlier, the evening couldn't have gone better. It was a huge blessing and truly touching experience for me. I loved hugging people who had made such a large impact on my life. It was amazing to be encouraged by the affirmations they heaped on me. It was weird, though, like I was a kid again. It is nice being the kid sometimes. I needed the opportunity to be the kid last night.

Book Review: "A Million Miles in a Thousand Years"

I recently read through A Million Miles in a Thousand Years by Don Miller. I found it provoking and a quick read. I encourage anyone who enjoys good stories to read it.

A Million Miles in a Thousand Years is a book of story; specifically, human's story. Miller writes in a way, however, that made me think he is writing about his own story. Later, I felt as if he were writing about me. Finally, I realized he is writing about each human's personal relationship with God and we all have a story to live. I learned a lot about listening to God and the difference of making decisions and simply allowing myself to react to the actions of others.

Honestly, I found myself depressed two-thirds of the way through this book, but I loved the first 192 pages! This portion is exciting, humorous, hopeful, and fun to read. Miller is very humble, but not as self-deprecating as he can be in his other work. Actually, his honesty is raw ... and this is what kept me reading through the final pages when his fun book turned into real issues that I would rather not face. Don't get me wrong, I love when authors write about issues that need to be dealt with. Remember, he writes in a way that makes you feel that he is writing about you. This book should make its readers feel uncomfortable at some point. This turn was so sharp and unexpected, it took me about a week to appreciate what he does with the final portion of this piece. Initially, I was disappointed by his negativity, but he was so open and genuine that I pressed on. His negativity is actually acceptance of reality: so many of us live in a trap of desired utopia. He seems to imply that we put pressure on ourselves to dream up our lives like movies. Over the past week, I have noticed my own tendencies to day dream a perfect story, only to be disappointed when I wake to the reality that is life. In daydreams, we don't dream about paying bills, brushing our teeth, and paying traffic citations, rather falling in love, sleeping in, climbing mountains, and being rockstars! We leave out the part about the being dumped, sleeping in through that important meeting, running down the mountain to avoid a lightning storm only to break a leg, and the lifestyle that being a rockstar would eventually demand. I needed the time since I read Miller's book to digest that his whole point is be content with what God has given you. It is so easy to be caught in the utopian idea that one day we will live "happily ever after." Miller reminds us that in real life, we still have bills to pay, teeth to brush, and traffic citations to claim.

I didn't enjoy reading these "negative" thoughts, but after letting them ruin my recent daydreams, I must agree! We all have days in which we must learn to be content with the realities in our lives and try to live out a story that pleases God through any frustration or pain. I think the writer of Hebrews puts it this way, "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.'" (Hebrews 13:5) When I think about it this way, this is an encouraging message!

Marathoning for Miracles

Yesterday, I registered for a marathon in Abilene that will benefit the Children's Miracle Network to be run on October 30. The last full marathon I ran was in February (Austin Marathon). I ran a 3:42. This is not my best time, but it was a fun race with a lot of support. Since then, I have allowed other things (sleep mostly) to take place of my running routine. My hopes are to train well enough that I run under 3:30. It is going to take a lot of work!

My wife Jacinda has decided to train for the 4-person relay (26.2 miles/4 people). Let us know if you are interested in joining her marathon relay team! We will keep everyone updated throughout the training process.

Learn more about Marathoning for Miracles!

Music Monday: "Awake My Soul"

Back in December, I pledged to begin an idea by sharing a song each Monday. I am sorry I fell down on this promise. So, I attempt it again!

In my previous post, I talked about Wilderness Trek. The theme for Trek this year is "Created." The theme kept reminding me that we are created to serve, love, and meet our creator. And each time we get closer to our Creator, our souls awaken from a slumber we did not even realize we were in because we are made to be with him. Being in nature made me feel like I could set everything else aside and grow closer to him. I feel alive. I feel more aware. I feel awake because I am closer to my maker.

Due to my feelings, here is "Awake My Soul" by Mumford & Sons.

LYRICS:

How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know
This weakness I feel I must finally show

Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free
Har har, har har, har har, har har

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
Where you invest your love, you invest your life
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
Where you invest your love, you invest your life

Awake my soul, awake my soul
Awake my soul
You were made to meet your maker
Awake my soul, awake my soul
Awake my soul
You were made to meet your maker
You were made to meet your maker

Wilderness Trek 2010 - HYG edition

Wilderness Trek (www.wildernesstrek.org) is outfitted by a company called Wilderness Expeditions based out of Salida, Colorado. The basic idea is that well trained guides take high school students into the high country for about 5 days and attempt to summit a 13,000 or 14,000 foot mountain. Hillcrest has taken students on Trek for many years and I have had the privilege to go each summer that I've been here. Each year has been a great experience, but this year was special. Each group on the trail can only take about 20 people at a time. Since we brought 32 people, we had to split our group into two groups. One group was put on the North trail to summit Antora while the other was assigned the South trail of Antora. I was fortunate to be on the Southern trail. I could say this for many reasons: shorter hike, less beaver ponds = less mosquitoes, and an easier summit. Yet the reason I am fortunate is our guides were incredible! I didn't really get to know the guides on the North trail, nor did I hear anything but exceptional things about them. But I did get to know the guides on our side of the mountain and they are exceptional people. Hunter Logan is one of the most genuinely excited people I have ever met. Her spirit did much for encouraging our group. Ben Hall is one of the most forgiving and understanding people I have been around. And Sammie Marshall led with a raw love for people. They did everything within their power to make this outdoor experience a spiritual experience first. For this, I am very grateful!

Now, I mentioned that this year was more special than that of past years. Last year, we had to take two different trails and were, as I expected, placed on two different mountains. This year, however, the directors at Trek placed us on the opposite sides of the same mountain. This means we had the opportunity to summit together. The group on the Southern trail reached summit a little over a half hour prior to the Northern group's arrival. Due to the fast approaching storm cloud, we were afraid we weren't going to be able to stay and see the other half of our group. But just as soon as I had accepted that we weren't going to be able to see their group, two incredible things happened: (1) we saw their group reach a false summit within an audible shout of the summit and (2) the clouds began to break apart. Our guides graciously allowed us to wait for our

other half. It was one of the most incredible experiences I have had in youth ministry: to see our HYG students finishing such a difficult feat, singing about our "Awesome God", and listening to

one of our high school guys praying of his majesty as we look around at God's creation from such an elevation.

Most of all, I thought this year of Trek was absolutely unbelievable because of our students. Each student I watched and have spoken with since has shown signs of true growth. I love Trek because it unifies and spiritually deepens a group of individuals better than most anything else I have ever seen.

Below are some pictures from our incredible experience:

Me, our guide Ben, and "Amy" the donkey who followed us to low camp from the trail head

John Tyson and me at summit

Kyle and me jumping

Our guide Hunter, Sara, Elizabeth, Aubrie, and our guide Sammie

Both groups at summit together

Summer 2010 - Oregon

Obviously, I have not posted in several months. Here is for another attempt at keeping this blog going!

One of my students chose to start a blog for the Jr/Sr Mission Trip to Tri-City, Oregon last week. He, one of our chaperons, and I authored this blog. There are several pictures and updates throughout last week stating how great the week was.

Check it out: www.crossxoregon2010.blogspot.com